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Sarah Stanton
Artist | Professional | Literature
People's Republic of China
To dream of a zebra denotes that you will be interested in varying and fleeting enterprises. To see one wild in his native country foretells that you will pursue a chimerical fancy which will return you unsatisfactory pleasure upon possession.


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Thu May 23, 2013, 12:12 PM


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Life is strange on the outside.

I've written so many of these half-hearted comeback journals by now that I may as well plant poppies in the hinterlands of hope and regret and piss on them for all the good that might do. We know we have grown irrevocably apart, and when we touch our big toes together in the quiet of the night, it is nothing more than a lie. I loved you in this pale green room, and after a fashion, you loved me too. But now we have sprung apart, and the windows are open onto the world.

Enough of this talk. For one, it makes next to no sense. For two, this is what you get from me when I write my first journal in five months on a sad lack of sleep and a profusion of fucking fibromyalgia symptoms. Alliteration, consternation, ennauseation. What I meant to say is that I miss the time I spent here with you, and that my feet, in their endless wanderings, have in every idle moment pointed home. I miss writing, and rambling, and getting angry on the internet. I miss #transliterations. I miss the sneaking sense of a soul.

What have I been up to? This and that, and more of everything than nothing. Since my last journal, I have:

— Translated articles for LEAP and Frontiers of Literary Studies in China, tweets for Ai Weiwei in Englishand literature for Pathlight, as well as an excerpt from Zhang Wei's You Are On The Highland and a few bits and pieces by the spectacular Fei Dao; 
— Had poetry appear in Hunger Mountain, Corvus, Storm Cellar, Bluestem and Going Down Swinging, as well as an article entitled "Translation and Writing: Bringing The Two Halves Together" in this year's The Emerging Writer;
— Interned at Asymptote Journal, acting as copywriter and social media manager, before my health sadly forced me to step down. 

I also:

— Celebrated my 27th birthday in Hong Kong;
— Took the HSK for the first time since 2009;
— Sang at an ANZAC Day dawn service;
— Started learning Yang-style taijiquan;
— Rescued a pair of kittens from the bin.

And that's not even all. At the moment, I'm recovering from a glorious performance of Elgar's Dream of Gerontius with the International Festival Chorus, a piece of music which defies description but is also, if you suffer from fatigue issues, an active danger to your health. Tomorrow I'm taking a trip up to Qingdao with twelve of my closest friends, to loll on trash-infested beaches and drink good beer out of plastic bags; it says a lot about the nature of this trip that our freezer is filled with margarita mix for the train journey but nobody has any idea what to do when we actually arrive. And next month, health and ability to pull travel plans out of my arse at the last minute willing, we'll be spending a few weeks in Japan. 

So life is crazy. And life is full. But life's not half bad, either. We're gearing up for an elegant retreat out of China, spending some time back in Australia to get our bearings and then, with any luck, settling down in San Francisco. I don't want to leave Beijing, but the time has irrevocably come; there is only so long you can force an unwilling other half to live in a world of shit and snot and suspicious currency. And perhaps it's time, in any case, to flee the nest once more.

I miss you all. I think I should come back. I want to come back. But the world is full of everything but time.




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Happy birthday! :party:
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`zebrazebrazebra May 26, 2013  Professional Writer
Thank you! Belated, but thank you!
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Happy birthday zebra lady! :la: :hug:
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`zebrazebrazebra May 26, 2013  Professional Writer
Eee thank you! Man, I fail at replying, huh?
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:iconsadisticicecream:
:lol: No worries, you've been busy being awesome. :)
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=Metarex12 Mar 30, 2013  Student General Artist
Happy Birthday!
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Happy birthday, lovely. <3

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`zebrazebrazebra May 26, 2013  Professional Writer
For a second I thought that was all one plz, and was standing in awe of some random animator's predictive abilities.
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:iconirrevocablefate:
That would have been amazing.
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`Infinite-Heart Mar 30, 2013   General Artist
Happy Birthday! :cake: :love:

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